I don't know why I am so argumentative and snappy all the time. I feel stupid and spoiled, because I have no reason to be angry and hostile. I have a very loving, open-minded family and am incredibly lucky to be marrying a good man, the most amazing man I have ever seen, who loves me, and who I love so, so much. I get carried away with stupid arguments though, for no reason, like when someone eats beef, and I get angry, or when someone makes me feel stupid. But these are small things, and I have everything to be grateful for and happy about. I don't know why I get in this horrible argumentative, cry-baby mood, but I feel really stupid for getting into it.